I haven't written anything in this blog about my my my...I don't know how to describe this epithet. She's shy, but I'm quite the opposite. Okay, fair enough, I make up my mind. You are my girlfriend. I really want to mention something about her. I read Blue Coordinate's blog, feeling extraordinary lonely. He can see his girlfriend once a week, fixed on the afternoon of every Friday. How lucky he is! She got fever this week, at 41 degrees centigrade. Though the highest temperature that I had was 41.5 degrees centigrade, I worried a lot phoned her but her balance had no money and there wasn't anyone in the dormitory. I lost touch with her, absolutely lost. And at the same time, I heard the song "The day you went away." OH, my god. What could I imagine, my girl? We merely met each other after the new term. I understand you are busy, but would you try my shoes? And you promise to see me here but you are not sure about the time? Maybe months later or years later? I covered a lonely national holiday. Now I'm lying in my bed and flipping through the channels and saw Formula 1 in Shanghai, wondering you may be watching this at the same time, just like we are looking the same sky and stars. I remember I recited the message unit ZhangYang told us. "Whenever you feel alone and helpless, just look upon into the sky and the stars like the kings of the past are looking down on you, they are always there to guide you." Presumably, you are among the ones that are looking upon? We are the same kinda people. I think you are still suffering from headache, but I can't offer a help just like WenTailai. He could take LiChang to the hospital. BUT......It suddenly occurs to me there's something you haven't done yet. I asked you to send some English materials to me, but you didn't send any; You promised to send messages to me by the time you come to yourself again, but you didn't; And you said to come to RUC to see me again, but for some reasons, you didn't. I feel very disappointed, I don't mean to blame you, but just express some of my feelings. My dear, I even dreamed there's a day that you went away...